It's sad, so sad... it's a sad situation.

It's hard to describe what I feel, because even I know.

My friend, one of the few that I have, is near me ... but I think that everyday he is more far with me ... and I don't know why, but I don't like this situation.

Really I miss him ... I love him, I need him and I feel very sad because before we spoke a lot and now no.

Every night he waited for me and I for him to talk about our actions and daily things that we did in the day, and what we felt and / or thought (as friends) ... Always we did, but now no longer . I think he is avoiding me, and that hurts me a lot ... because really I want him ... and too. But well, I guess that things should proceed, and if he wants it that way ... BRILLIANT. Although it pains me, I'll try to accept it, and also follow his STUPID AND FUCKING game.